NOTHING

Last night, I went to the future. I was my 19 year old self about 10 years from now. I found myself in a labyrinth of poorly lit hotel corridors. I had no idea how I got there and where I was going. I was lost. 

I ended up in an elevator which took me to the top floor. A big door stood there and it slowly opened. Streaks of light peeked through the opening and filled the corridor behind me. 

And it was there that I saw it. Nothing could have prepared me for that. 

I turned around and ran. I was in tears and there was nothing I could do. I knew I was to blame. That is what sucked so bad. I was to blame. 

I did not wake up today.